My freedom is my strength. And for me, being free means not being subjected to what I do not consider ethical and proper. Do not be an accomplice or as a source of mistakes applied to others upon request, or be blackmailed by this and become a bargaining chip for negotiations becere.
I pay my fair? That's fine. In bed with my conscience at night I'll go.
If so I need to step back I'm ready.
Sometimes it means taking a step back, in fact, make ten back and recover peace and health.
Today I made a choice (not bowing to a request from my new business but more than that does not believe that I have to respect the character for me as a Nazi), which changes significantly the last ten years of work and turns five of the last job, returning, at least apparently, back. No more free weekend and no more independent organization of working time. It 's true, it remains my responsibility to organize the work of others and the shifts in the spot, but shifts in organization and will return to join in a reality far different from what was little in the last five years.
E surely this will change the management of my private.
Maybe that's what scares me most.
strike a balance, to recreate undermine not know if it will be easy and I'll need all the support and confidence that I'll find.
Besides fighting with windmills, breaking with anguish, twisting the stomach for tension, manage anxiety attacks I was taking away health.
I expect a new adventure, not entirely unknown but certainly difficult, at least in terms of human and personal.
It seems to me that life is made of many rounds where at times it goes back off sometimes and sometimes we meet again already seen.
If nothing in life is a chance and everything needed to grow and give us a turn to what is wrong, perhaps even now be read in this key.
I try to leave the sad thoughts and longings and to look into the future.
In this socio-economic situation I can not possibly be said to be unlucky and I still have in hand the tools to try to improve many situations.
It changes and moves on.
My new top is right: no one who loves people mobbed to get respect and I'm proud.
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